My Petrichor Pages

 All good things must come to an end. It is important. And just like that, I said my final goodbye to DD. It was the most simple yet heartfelt goodbye. In that moment I realised how we always take the good things around us for granted. He did and so did I. I could see how sad DD was. I felt horrible about it. Completely horrible. But I didn't choose this for us. His actions did. I just respected his wishes.  Tee told me something beautiful at my 30th birthday. She said that instead of focusing on the Dos that I want in my partner, we should focus on the Don'ts! I don't want a partner who is untrustworthy. I want to be able to sleep peacefully at night cause I know that I am enough for him. That he is sleeping as peacefully knowing that I am solely in love with him. That this is our bubble and it is beautiful! Why do people realise the value of a person when they are about to lose them! Why does the anxiety kick in then and not before? I take pride in the fact that I always ...

This is my most productive time of the day. When I write my blog. When I organize my thoughts. When I listen to my inner voice. Lately, my world has been revolving around someone who has been in all my 11.11 wishes. I don't know why but I see him each time I close my eyes. 13 more days to go and I will see him for the first time. I will hold him for the first time. I will have coffee with him for the first time.  There is this emptiness in my heart. I know that I was born for this reason- to find and nourish true love. To take care of someone. To be the best version of myself and help them achieve the same! On the work front, I am highly dissatisfied with my work. It sucks, to say the least. I had a team to support me in the past. I had some support staff always. Here it is a one (wo)man show. My Reporting Manager is already bombarded with a million things so he can't keep track of my project. I have made 20 tools for a single project. My brain is not working. There is a consta...