Be Careful What (Who) You Wish For!
I met someone. When I least expected it. When I never hoped to feel fine again. Actually, scratch that. It's a different kind of fine with him. The kind that allows you to exist peacefully, knowing that there is somebody there to accompany you in your silences. The silences don't feel as loud anymore. Knowing that these silences are being shared makes it a beautiful experience 💓 After Nescafe left me for his ex ( again, I know right, that's happened twice in a row now! About time I learnt my lesson), I went into a phase. I call it the Validation Phase . Needless to say, it is self-destructive. But a part of me wanted acceptance from people who could hardly even accept themselves. This was followed by a string of bad dates. Not all of them were bad, to be honest. But after every date, I came back with a question in my heart. Is he the one for me? The answer was no each time. For people like me, it takes 5 minutes within a date to decide the compatibility. I know, hard...